FML

I didn't even hesitate while writing the title.

Ugh. Ugh. UGHHHH.JHBFHYBERFBREBIEUFHBEIJE2URU389^%$$#@$$%^&*(*&%$#%$#!!!!

Woo. I needed that out. See, I'm failing school. Well, that's a little bit dramatic. I'm not failing, failing. My grades are just not what I expected. My Math exam is a nightmare, my Physics exam is crappy and I just found out that I failed the Biology exam as well. I'm doing a gigantic effort to not curse right now.

I just feel this knot in my chest... disappointment. Fear as well, since mom is going to be pissed. But hey, I deserve it. I'm not in denial or anything. I know I should've studied more. I'm disappointed in myself because I'm so stupid! Is October, almost November. I'm almost out! What the f-heck am I doing being all lazy?! I'm telling you, laziness... is strong. Though I'm done. I need to grow up and that means that I need to take responsibility for my actions. I'll tell mom about my lousy grades (when I'm brave enough) and try to listen to her scold patiently, with dignity and without giving any lame excuses.

I'm just really down... I'll get by, though.

Later,

Ana Vi

New Blog. New Post.

 Blogger has really been a pain in the ass lately. I had to delete my last blog because... it wouldn't let me do anything I wanted! I couldn't add gadgets, I could barely find my posts... Jeez.  

 So I decided I would delete that one and create a new one. I must've done something wrong the last time, so I'm starting over :)

 Like on the old blog, I should warn whoever is reading this that my life is not what you could say... exciting. I'm not a poet, not a badass, not a girl that has an unreal romantic life and wants to share it with the world.

 There are things that sometimes I want to say out loud, but can't. I somehow know the range of people I can trust in is very limited, so I decided I would write it here. A blog. One nobody I know (or that I care that knows about the blog) will read. 

 I'll just write... and be me. 

                NAHH. Just kidding ;)

                                That dorkish girl with the creepy smile... that one IS me.

Love, 

Ana Vi

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